Real People...What??

Tomorrow I embark on the next step of this crazy journey I call my life. That next step is nursing school clinicals. With real people. In a hospital. That I have to take care of. 

I'm terrified. 

I have a lot of people around me that are in nursing school a semester ahead of me, have been through nursing school, and current nurses that have told me that I will love it and that it really is no big deal. I am sure at some point I will have those same feelings, but right now, the day before my first day, I am scared out of my mind. 

*what if someone codes* 

*what if I hurt someone* 

*what if I can't put in an IV on a real person* 

*what if I have an emotional breakdown in the middle of shift*

These are just some of the thoughts that have been running through my head for the past couple of days. 

But tomorrow is gonna come. No matter how bad I don't want it to. 

And I'm gonna make it through.

Blog World, It's Been A While

My last post was in November. 

My last post about what is going on in my life was at the beginning of October. 

Then life just got in the way and blogging was near the bottom of my priority list. 

Here we are now, in January 2014, on my last day of Winter break and I realized that I should probably update this thing before my life gets crazy busy again. 

So, here are some October highlights: 

The Utes beat #3 ranked Stanford and we rushed the field!

Blackout Game with Dane and Muffin!

Mom surprised me with a Disneyland Trip for Fall Break!

Went to see Imagine Dragons at Weber State with Ty!

Now, onto November:

First Utah Basketball Game of the 2013-2014 season with Muffin

My amazing Grandma Love passed on to start her next adventure in Heaven

Drove to and from Eugene, Oregon in less than 42 hours for the Utah vs. Oregon Football Game with an amazing crew!

 Collected a lot of food and Money for the University of Utah Food Drive

The Final Football Game of the 2013 Season against Colorado

*Rumble in the Rockies*

Time for December:

Went and saw "The Hobbit: Desolation of Smaug" with my Pops at the midnight showing

My best friend Kara had her adorable baby boy, Jaymison!

Witnessed the Runnin Utes take down the Cougars in their Men's Bball Matchup

Talked to my brother, Elder Fotheringham, over Facetime on Christmas and announced to him that my sister is pregnant!

Went downtown and saw the lights with my great friend Elise and met some great new friends

These last couple of months have been great and full of school and various Utes related activities! The new semester starts tomorrow, meaning that my life is about to get busy again, filled with more school and even more Utes experiences! Hopefully I can stay more updated on this thing throughout this next semester!

Happy start of a new year!