Tomorrow I embark on the next step of this crazy journey I call my life. That next step is nursing school clinicals. With real people. In a hospital. That I have to take care of.
I'm terrified.
I have a lot of people around me that are in nursing school a semester ahead of me, have been through nursing school, and current nurses that have told me that I will love it and that it really is no big deal. I am sure at some point I will have those same feelings, but right now, the day before my first day, I am scared out of my mind.
*what if someone codes*
*what if I hurt someone*
*what if I can't put in an IV on a real person*
*what if I have an emotional breakdown in the middle of shift*
These are just some of the thoughts that have been running through my head for the past couple of days.
But tomorrow is gonna come. No matter how bad I don't want it to.
And I'm gonna make it through.
That is so awesome! You'll be great :)
ReplyDeleteYou're so sweet and wonderful it's gonna be just fine! Good luck Becca! :)
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